But the Weather's Nice...? Part Two

I swear to god if one more person says another goddamn thing about how fucking HAPPY I should be that the WEATHER IN CALIFORNIA OMG is EXCELLENT and OH BY THE WAY IT'S SNOWING IN CHICAGO I'm going to rip their fucking heads off.

I'm sorry, but when you have gone through the sheer amounts of fuckery that I have in the past few months, something as trivial as THE WEATHER is not nearly as significant as losing over $2,000, being 2000 miles away from friends and family, supporting three people on an AMERICORPS STIPEND, and paying up the ass for my car to be fixed as I find out more and more things are wrong with the damn machine.

Oh, and here's the icing on the cake: I'm not serving anyone here. Not doing a damn thing to improve or better the lives of other people. I am, in essence, hemorrhaging money for the pleasure of being another useless office drone. And since I've been financially devastated by EVERYTHING, I have no way of even moving back to Chicago. I am completely and utterly fucked.

So if you please, STOP FUCKING TALKING ABOUT THE DAMN WEATHER. It cannot even BEGIN to make up for the amount of shit I've gone through here.